Monday Mayhem

So Charles' favorite thing to say to me is "calm down" He says that sometimes I am on edge and I should just relax and let things happen because eventually they will work out. I believe in the power of God's Word and that Charles is right about me letting things just happen, but lately it has been a little rougher than I could imagine. I want to believe that all of the trials that I am facing at this very moment are trials to make me stronger and help me see through everything. Stresses with work, finding a new home, finishing school, and even getting this car repaired. It seems as though it is either crazy calm or crazy busy and never anything in between, which makes me wonder sometimes about the stuff I get myself into.

I'm tired these days...wishing that I wasn't the do-it-all person and maybe, just maybe I wouldn't be so tired all the time. I know that some of the tiredness is stress and will eventually subside but until then I can only hope I can deal with the crazy without snapping out. I know that I can do that because I have done it before but things seem to get more and more stressful as the days go on.

I will continue to pray and think positive thoughts and believe that God has my life in His Hands to keep moving forward. I made it through Monday...looking forward to vacation with family time at the end of this week.